It`s almost at the end of December.
I`ll do my best to make it my brightest year ever! I`ve been so negative and I`m always drawn to the darkness.I`m going to fight it now and I AM GOING TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS!!
I will be one of the best students in school.I know I had an embarrassing past with the teachers but now I`ll prove myself.Anyways,my teachers already know I have the potential.My problem is I AM A LAZY GIRL.Hehe..I`ll be better though.I want to be someone famous in school not because of my embarrassing accidents,but my good attitude and also the girl with actual brains.
To be honest,I`m kind of a scaredy-cat.I`m still scared of ghost but now I`ll try my best to ignore those feelings and be brave.Not just that,I wanna be brave for myself.I`ve been a wimp,I didn`t stand up for myself but I`ll fight the people who attacks me in any way.I mean,come on,my heart beats so fast anytime I`m confronting someone furious.Well,I`ll make it stop beating like that.I have to face my problems on my own eventually,right?
I don`t have much confidence.Sometimes,when I look in the mirror,I always think I`m ugly but not after this.I say this to myself,'Who cares?Be yourself.Don`t let your eyes judge you..let your heart do the job'.I think it`s stupid to care how you look like but I do it also so after this I will not do it.Haha..
Okie..I think this is all for now..Annyeong!
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Love Me or Hate Me.
Ahhhhhh~ I have nothing else to talk about.I missed this blog and I`m seeing improvement.I,as the owner of this blog,thanks you for spending your precious time to read this blog.Luv ya all~!!!!!!!!!!
I`ve just realised that..a lot of people love me for who I am.They`ve found good in me and pushed all the bad away from me.They respected me and treated me the way I like to be treated.They are the reason for my happiness and now,in this blog,I WANNA SAY I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR TROUBLING YOURSELF FOR ME~!!I love it when people appreciate me.It`s proof that I`m worth living this world and nobody can stop me.I love the people who loves me and I`ll do anything to make that love last forever.My life is beautiful,right?Lots of love flying with me <3 <3 <3
I`m not always good.I`m not an angel.You don`t want to piss me off.I have my dignity,I have class and I have a HEART.I don`t make enemies.I`ll tell you,I have a limit.When you`ve reached that limit,I`ll leave you on your own 'cause I`ll hate you and I`ll never want to see your face again.It depends on how you react to it.You fire bad words at me,I`ll take it as war.Now you understand.I have enemies and I hate them.I don`t even want to take a damn about them.They started war.I just use defence 'cause I don`t want to waste my precious strength on them. They`re not worth it.I live my life.I know my life is more beautiful than theirs because I don`t waste my time on them.They do on me though.Ohoho~ They`re just so caring,don`t you think? Haha..
Ahahaha~ You only have 2 choices.Think about it for a second.What?Why?How?Who?When? So..love me??and be loved back.Or hate me?? and miss out?It`s all up to you.Annyeong~!
I`ve just realised that..a lot of people love me for who I am.They`ve found good in me and pushed all the bad away from me.They respected me and treated me the way I like to be treated.They are the reason for my happiness and now,in this blog,I WANNA SAY I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR TROUBLING YOURSELF FOR ME~!!I love it when people appreciate me.It`s proof that I`m worth living this world and nobody can stop me.I love the people who loves me and I`ll do anything to make that love last forever.My life is beautiful,right?Lots of love flying with me <3 <3 <3
I`m not always good.I`m not an angel.You don`t want to piss me off.I have my dignity,I have class and I have a HEART.I don`t make enemies.I`ll tell you,I have a limit.When you`ve reached that limit,I`ll leave you on your own 'cause I`ll hate you and I`ll never want to see your face again.It depends on how you react to it.You fire bad words at me,I`ll take it as war.Now you understand.I have enemies and I hate them.I don`t even want to take a damn about them.They started war.I just use defence 'cause I don`t want to waste my precious strength on them. They`re not worth it.I live my life.I know my life is more beautiful than theirs because I don`t waste my time on them.They do on me though.Ohoho~ They`re just so caring,don`t you think? Haha..
Ahahaha~ You only have 2 choices.Think about it for a second.What?Why?How?Who?When? So..love me??and be loved back.Or hate me?? and miss out?It`s all up to you.Annyeong~!
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Be Myself
To tell you the truth,I don`t know how to be myself.
I don`t know myself.I know who I am but I`m not clear of what kind of person I am.Am I kind?funny?or just plain witchy.I really take time to know people but I don`t know myself.It`s bugging my head for months now you know.Well,now I`ll just tell you all what I know about myself.My likes and dislikes.My opinions on people and how I think.
Okay,I`m the kind of girl that wants to get noticed by the people around me.I want them to know me as a cheerful,bubbly and cute.I joke around people and to make them feel cosy around me.I want them to see me and think,'Wow..I like that girl.She has style'.Sometimes,I feel so confident.I think I`m so beautiful,so stylish and also so cute (this is embarrassing) but when I look at the mirror,my mouth automatically says,'You`re ugly.You`re shameless,girl'.That`s when I feel heartbroken.
I don`t think I`m a secure person.My feelings are always at war and I don`t know what to feel.Sometimes I feel like,'This person loves me and I`ll love her too.I`ll try to be my best for her and make her feel comfy around me.' but then she broke my heart.I`m always thinking that people hate me.I always tell my bestfriend about this but I can`t take it when people ignore me and look at me with the kind of eyes that says,'What?!'.I feel hated when I see those eyes and that makes me avoid that person.I`m always trying to think,'Why would she hate me?What did I do to her?I didn`t annoy her,did I?'.I take all my thoughts back when that person talks to me like I`m a friend.I`ll feel so happy when that person does that.
I don`t like to share my feelings with people.No,not that.I feel embarrassed when I share my feelings with people.I feel like I`m so shameless.My feelings are so complicated.I don`t like people to know when I cry.I don`t like people trying to comfort me.I`ll find a corner at the right time where nobody could see me and cry.I`m not trying to brag but I do care when people share their problems with me but I don`t know how to comfort them.I only try to make them laugh with my corny jokes.
I`m never serious.I can tell you that.I can laugh when I`m crying and my bestfriends would say,'I really don`t understand you.How can you laugh when you`re crying?You sad or not?'I even can laugh when I`m mad.I`m confronting someone I`m mad at then I feel a tingle in my body that makes me laugh.The person I`m confronting would be like,'What the h*ll?!'.I just can`t control it and that`s why I can`t be an actor.I`d laugh on stage.
I`m a dreamer.My imagination is always at a high level and it never seems to go down.I could stare at someone for so long when my head is flying all over the world.I really hate that when I`m in class especially history.The teacher would say,'JiYeon(fake name)!Do you get this??'.I would always startle when she does that.Maybe she likes me,that`s why I`m so famous in her eyes.Apart from being a dreamer,I don`t know why my head is always blank.I find it hard to understand things now.This has been for a while now and I`m worried.It`s like things are a long rope with no end (the end of the rope means when I understand something).Sometimes I feel like crying about it.That`s what I get for calling others stupid just because I once was a top student.
Well,I think this is it.I don`t remember anything more about me.Please consider who I am and tell me in comment.Your cooperation is valued.
I don`t know myself.I know who I am but I`m not clear of what kind of person I am.Am I kind?funny?or just plain witchy.I really take time to know people but I don`t know myself.It`s bugging my head for months now you know.Well,now I`ll just tell you all what I know about myself.My likes and dislikes.My opinions on people and how I think.
Okay,I`m the kind of girl that wants to get noticed by the people around me.I want them to know me as a cheerful,bubbly and cute.I joke around people and to make them feel cosy around me.I want them to see me and think,'Wow..I like that girl.She has style'.Sometimes,I feel so confident.I think I`m so beautiful,so stylish and also so cute (this is embarrassing) but when I look at the mirror,my mouth automatically says,'You`re ugly.You`re shameless,girl'.That`s when I feel heartbroken.
I don`t think I`m a secure person.My feelings are always at war and I don`t know what to feel.Sometimes I feel like,'This person loves me and I`ll love her too.I`ll try to be my best for her and make her feel comfy around me.' but then she broke my heart.I`m always thinking that people hate me.I always tell my bestfriend about this but I can`t take it when people ignore me and look at me with the kind of eyes that says,'What?!'.I feel hated when I see those eyes and that makes me avoid that person.I`m always trying to think,'Why would she hate me?What did I do to her?I didn`t annoy her,did I?'.I take all my thoughts back when that person talks to me like I`m a friend.I`ll feel so happy when that person does that.
I don`t like to share my feelings with people.No,not that.I feel embarrassed when I share my feelings with people.I feel like I`m so shameless.My feelings are so complicated.I don`t like people to know when I cry.I don`t like people trying to comfort me.I`ll find a corner at the right time where nobody could see me and cry.I`m not trying to brag but I do care when people share their problems with me but I don`t know how to comfort them.I only try to make them laugh with my corny jokes.
I`m never serious.I can tell you that.I can laugh when I`m crying and my bestfriends would say,'I really don`t understand you.How can you laugh when you`re crying?You sad or not?'I even can laugh when I`m mad.I`m confronting someone I`m mad at then I feel a tingle in my body that makes me laugh.The person I`m confronting would be like,'What the h*ll?!'.I just can`t control it and that`s why I can`t be an actor.I`d laugh on stage.
I`m a dreamer.My imagination is always at a high level and it never seems to go down.I could stare at someone for so long when my head is flying all over the world.I really hate that when I`m in class especially history.The teacher would say,'JiYeon(fake name)!Do you get this??'.I would always startle when she does that.Maybe she likes me,that`s why I`m so famous in her eyes.Apart from being a dreamer,I don`t know why my head is always blank.I find it hard to understand things now.This has been for a while now and I`m worried.It`s like things are a long rope with no end (the end of the rope means when I understand something).Sometimes I feel like crying about it.That`s what I get for calling others stupid just because I once was a top student.
Well,I think this is it.I don`t remember anything more about me.Please consider who I am and tell me in comment.Your cooperation is valued.
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