It`s almost at the end of December.
I`ll do my best to make it my brightest year ever! I`ve been so negative and I`m always drawn to the darkness.I`m going to fight it now and I AM GOING TO ACHIEVE MY GOALS!!
I will be one of the best students in school.I know I had an embarrassing past with the teachers but now I`ll prove myself.Anyways,my teachers already know I have the potential.My problem is I AM A LAZY GIRL.Hehe..I`ll be better though.I want to be someone famous in school not because of my embarrassing accidents,but my good attitude and also the girl with actual brains.
To be honest,I`m kind of a scaredy-cat.I`m still scared of ghost but now I`ll try my best to ignore those feelings and be brave.Not just that,I wanna be brave for myself.I`ve been a wimp,I didn`t stand up for myself but I`ll fight the people who attacks me in any way.I mean,come on,my heart beats so fast anytime I`m confronting someone furious.Well,I`ll make it stop beating like that.I have to face my problems on my own eventually,right?
I don`t have much confidence.Sometimes,when I look in the mirror,I always think I`m ugly but not after this.I say this to myself,'Who cares?Be yourself.Don`t let your eyes judge you..let your heart do the job'.I think it`s stupid to care how you look like but I do it also so after this I will not do it.Haha..
Okie..I think this is all for now..Annyeong!
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Love Me or Hate Me.
Ahhhhhh~ I have nothing else to talk about.I missed this blog and I`m seeing improvement.I,as the owner of this blog,thanks you for spending your precious time to read this blog.Luv ya all~!!!!!!!!!!
I`ve just realised that..a lot of people love me for who I am.They`ve found good in me and pushed all the bad away from me.They respected me and treated me the way I like to be treated.They are the reason for my happiness and now,in this blog,I WANNA SAY I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR TROUBLING YOURSELF FOR ME~!!I love it when people appreciate me.It`s proof that I`m worth living this world and nobody can stop me.I love the people who loves me and I`ll do anything to make that love last forever.My life is beautiful,right?Lots of love flying with me <3 <3 <3
I`m not always good.I`m not an angel.You don`t want to piss me off.I have my dignity,I have class and I have a HEART.I don`t make enemies.I`ll tell you,I have a limit.When you`ve reached that limit,I`ll leave you on your own 'cause I`ll hate you and I`ll never want to see your face again.It depends on how you react to it.You fire bad words at me,I`ll take it as war.Now you understand.I have enemies and I hate them.I don`t even want to take a damn about them.They started war.I just use defence 'cause I don`t want to waste my precious strength on them. They`re not worth it.I live my life.I know my life is more beautiful than theirs because I don`t waste my time on them.They do on me though.Ohoho~ They`re just so caring,don`t you think? Haha..
Ahahaha~ You only have 2 choices.Think about it for a second.What?Why?How?Who?When? So..love me??and be loved back.Or hate me?? and miss out?It`s all up to you.Annyeong~!
I`ve just realised that..a lot of people love me for who I am.They`ve found good in me and pushed all the bad away from me.They respected me and treated me the way I like to be treated.They are the reason for my happiness and now,in this blog,I WANNA SAY I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR TROUBLING YOURSELF FOR ME~!!I love it when people appreciate me.It`s proof that I`m worth living this world and nobody can stop me.I love the people who loves me and I`ll do anything to make that love last forever.My life is beautiful,right?Lots of love flying with me <3 <3 <3
I`m not always good.I`m not an angel.You don`t want to piss me off.I have my dignity,I have class and I have a HEART.I don`t make enemies.I`ll tell you,I have a limit.When you`ve reached that limit,I`ll leave you on your own 'cause I`ll hate you and I`ll never want to see your face again.It depends on how you react to it.You fire bad words at me,I`ll take it as war.Now you understand.I have enemies and I hate them.I don`t even want to take a damn about them.They started war.I just use defence 'cause I don`t want to waste my precious strength on them. They`re not worth it.I live my life.I know my life is more beautiful than theirs because I don`t waste my time on them.They do on me though.Ohoho~ They`re just so caring,don`t you think? Haha..
Ahahaha~ You only have 2 choices.Think about it for a second.What?Why?How?Who?When? So..love me??and be loved back.Or hate me?? and miss out?It`s all up to you.Annyeong~!
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Be Myself
To tell you the truth,I don`t know how to be myself.
I don`t know myself.I know who I am but I`m not clear of what kind of person I am.Am I kind?funny?or just plain witchy.I really take time to know people but I don`t know myself.It`s bugging my head for months now you know.Well,now I`ll just tell you all what I know about myself.My likes and dislikes.My opinions on people and how I think.
Okay,I`m the kind of girl that wants to get noticed by the people around me.I want them to know me as a cheerful,bubbly and cute.I joke around people and to make them feel cosy around me.I want them to see me and think,'Wow..I like that girl.She has style'.Sometimes,I feel so confident.I think I`m so beautiful,so stylish and also so cute (this is embarrassing) but when I look at the mirror,my mouth automatically says,'You`re ugly.You`re shameless,girl'.That`s when I feel heartbroken.
I don`t think I`m a secure person.My feelings are always at war and I don`t know what to feel.Sometimes I feel like,'This person loves me and I`ll love her too.I`ll try to be my best for her and make her feel comfy around me.' but then she broke my heart.I`m always thinking that people hate me.I always tell my bestfriend about this but I can`t take it when people ignore me and look at me with the kind of eyes that says,'What?!'.I feel hated when I see those eyes and that makes me avoid that person.I`m always trying to think,'Why would she hate me?What did I do to her?I didn`t annoy her,did I?'.I take all my thoughts back when that person talks to me like I`m a friend.I`ll feel so happy when that person does that.
I don`t like to share my feelings with people.No,not that.I feel embarrassed when I share my feelings with people.I feel like I`m so shameless.My feelings are so complicated.I don`t like people to know when I cry.I don`t like people trying to comfort me.I`ll find a corner at the right time where nobody could see me and cry.I`m not trying to brag but I do care when people share their problems with me but I don`t know how to comfort them.I only try to make them laugh with my corny jokes.
I`m never serious.I can tell you that.I can laugh when I`m crying and my bestfriends would say,'I really don`t understand you.How can you laugh when you`re crying?You sad or not?'I even can laugh when I`m mad.I`m confronting someone I`m mad at then I feel a tingle in my body that makes me laugh.The person I`m confronting would be like,'What the h*ll?!'.I just can`t control it and that`s why I can`t be an actor.I`d laugh on stage.
I`m a dreamer.My imagination is always at a high level and it never seems to go down.I could stare at someone for so long when my head is flying all over the world.I really hate that when I`m in class especially history.The teacher would say,'JiYeon(fake name)!Do you get this??'.I would always startle when she does that.Maybe she likes me,that`s why I`m so famous in her eyes.Apart from being a dreamer,I don`t know why my head is always blank.I find it hard to understand things now.This has been for a while now and I`m worried.It`s like things are a long rope with no end (the end of the rope means when I understand something).Sometimes I feel like crying about it.That`s what I get for calling others stupid just because I once was a top student.
Well,I think this is it.I don`t remember anything more about me.Please consider who I am and tell me in comment.Your cooperation is valued.
I don`t know myself.I know who I am but I`m not clear of what kind of person I am.Am I kind?funny?or just plain witchy.I really take time to know people but I don`t know myself.It`s bugging my head for months now you know.Well,now I`ll just tell you all what I know about myself.My likes and dislikes.My opinions on people and how I think.
Okay,I`m the kind of girl that wants to get noticed by the people around me.I want them to know me as a cheerful,bubbly and cute.I joke around people and to make them feel cosy around me.I want them to see me and think,'Wow..I like that girl.She has style'.Sometimes,I feel so confident.I think I`m so beautiful,so stylish and also so cute (this is embarrassing) but when I look at the mirror,my mouth automatically says,'You`re ugly.You`re shameless,girl'.That`s when I feel heartbroken.
I don`t think I`m a secure person.My feelings are always at war and I don`t know what to feel.Sometimes I feel like,'This person loves me and I`ll love her too.I`ll try to be my best for her and make her feel comfy around me.' but then she broke my heart.I`m always thinking that people hate me.I always tell my bestfriend about this but I can`t take it when people ignore me and look at me with the kind of eyes that says,'What?!'.I feel hated when I see those eyes and that makes me avoid that person.I`m always trying to think,'Why would she hate me?What did I do to her?I didn`t annoy her,did I?'.I take all my thoughts back when that person talks to me like I`m a friend.I`ll feel so happy when that person does that.
I don`t like to share my feelings with people.No,not that.I feel embarrassed when I share my feelings with people.I feel like I`m so shameless.My feelings are so complicated.I don`t like people to know when I cry.I don`t like people trying to comfort me.I`ll find a corner at the right time where nobody could see me and cry.I`m not trying to brag but I do care when people share their problems with me but I don`t know how to comfort them.I only try to make them laugh with my corny jokes.
I`m never serious.I can tell you that.I can laugh when I`m crying and my bestfriends would say,'I really don`t understand you.How can you laugh when you`re crying?You sad or not?'I even can laugh when I`m mad.I`m confronting someone I`m mad at then I feel a tingle in my body that makes me laugh.The person I`m confronting would be like,'What the h*ll?!'.I just can`t control it and that`s why I can`t be an actor.I`d laugh on stage.
I`m a dreamer.My imagination is always at a high level and it never seems to go down.I could stare at someone for so long when my head is flying all over the world.I really hate that when I`m in class especially history.The teacher would say,'JiYeon(fake name)!Do you get this??'.I would always startle when she does that.Maybe she likes me,that`s why I`m so famous in her eyes.Apart from being a dreamer,I don`t know why my head is always blank.I find it hard to understand things now.This has been for a while now and I`m worried.It`s like things are a long rope with no end (the end of the rope means when I understand something).Sometimes I feel like crying about it.That`s what I get for calling others stupid just because I once was a top student.
Well,I think this is it.I don`t remember anything more about me.Please consider who I am and tell me in comment.Your cooperation is valued.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
GF? Guess~!!
So,what did I do today?A little shopping at the mall?What`s so special about it?Read on~
As you all know,I went to the mall today.I bet you guys think I`m bragging just about a walk in the mall,right?Guess what?Wrong~!Of course I had fun and that`s why I wanna tell you all about it.
First of all,my post title.Do you know what the initials mean?I know you`re curious and now you`re thinking that I`ve become some guy`s girlfriend.No,not that.I just wanted to get you to read my post.Haha.Sorry for wasting your time.Okay,now I`ll tell you what it is.I got a slingbag for my bday and it was branded GF.Actually,my mom didn`t have any idea what to buy me for my bday so she suggested myself a handbag.I don`t really care what people give me on my bday.I just want people to remember it so I answered,'Okay~'.Of course,Mom let me pick the handbag for myself.To tell you the truth,I`m a little picky and it took a long time till I spot a cute slingbag branded GF.Once I see what I want,I take it.So that is GF.
I`m not here just to brag about my bday present.After paying for the slingbag (which I put on immediately),we went to watch Puss In Boots in 3D.Call me oldstyle but that was the first time I watched a movie in 3D.To brag a little,IT WAS AWESOME.Hahahaa..Puss was so cute and it seemed so real.The movie had me startled a lot of times and it was disappointing when it was closer to ending.It`s not like the ending sucks but I just didn`t want the movie to end.
I went to the bathroom then to fix my shawlstyle.I looked at myself in the mirror and felt sudden confidence in myself.I saw a beautiful young lady getting ready to explore the world.Haha..sounds disgusting,right?There was this woman in the bathroom and I felt a wave that says,'Ugh..this girl is such a b*tch'.So I felt like,'Sorry girl,I am who I am and I am BEAUTIFUL'.Hahahahahahaha~!OMGosh I can`t stop smiling just remembering it.But that`s just a wave or maybe my thoughts.I don`t even know if the wave was true.I feel so good today.Yah~Happy thoughts~!!!Okay now,annyeong~!!
As you all know,I went to the mall today.I bet you guys think I`m bragging just about a walk in the mall,right?Guess what?Wrong~!Of course I had fun and that`s why I wanna tell you all about it.
First of all,my post title.Do you know what the initials mean?I know you`re curious and now you`re thinking that I`ve become some guy`s girlfriend.No,not that.I just wanted to get you to read my post.Haha.Sorry for wasting your time.Okay,now I`ll tell you what it is.I got a slingbag for my bday and it was branded GF.Actually,my mom didn`t have any idea what to buy me for my bday so she suggested myself a handbag.I don`t really care what people give me on my bday.I just want people to remember it so I answered,'Okay~'.Of course,Mom let me pick the handbag for myself.To tell you the truth,I`m a little picky and it took a long time till I spot a cute slingbag branded GF.Once I see what I want,I take it.So that is GF.
I`m not here just to brag about my bday present.After paying for the slingbag (which I put on immediately),we went to watch Puss In Boots in 3D.Call me oldstyle but that was the first time I watched a movie in 3D.To brag a little,IT WAS AWESOME.Hahahaa..Puss was so cute and it seemed so real.The movie had me startled a lot of times and it was disappointing when it was closer to ending.It`s not like the ending sucks but I just didn`t want the movie to end.
I went to the bathroom then to fix my shawlstyle.I looked at myself in the mirror and felt sudden confidence in myself.I saw a beautiful young lady getting ready to explore the world.Haha..sounds disgusting,right?There was this woman in the bathroom and I felt a wave that says,'Ugh..this girl is such a b*tch'.So I felt like,'Sorry girl,I am who I am and I am BEAUTIFUL'.Hahahahahahaha~!OMGosh I can`t stop smiling just remembering it.But that`s just a wave or maybe my thoughts.I don`t even know if the wave was true.I feel so good today.Yah~Happy thoughts~!!!Okay now,annyeong~!!
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Happy Bday 2 Me~!
Guess what you all~.Today`s my birthday and I`m kind of enjoying it.Okay let me tell u what happened all through out this day.
Actually,I`ve already set an alarm to wake myself up at 7.00 am.I`ve even set my favourite Beast song to make my day even better.Unfortunately,I had a dream about myself being the 'Crocodile Hunter'.I heard the alarm but I ignored it to continue my dreams.At last,I woke up at 10.00 am.That`s 3 hours difference you know and I
regretted it.
The whole family wished me happy birthday and I was very happy that moment.At least,some people remembered,right?I didn`t know what to do for the whole day because I had no plans on going anywhere so all I did was watching TV and sleeping.I didn`t watch anything special though,just plain old Pirates of the Carribean and Cloudy with A Chance of Meatballs.I had an interesting dream though but I can`t tell you what it`s about because it`s a secret between me and my brain.Oh,weird.
When I woke up,I washed my face and opened my laptop to see who wished me Happy Birthday on Facebook.The sad thing is,some of my friends wished me but the most important people of my life didn`t.I don`t know why.They were last night just 2 hours before 12.Oh well,I`ll pretend I didn`t care.After all,they all may be busy with their lives,right?So I gave myself a birthday gift and that was letting myself read the fanfic that I`ve always wanted to read.I just held it hostage so that I`ll finish my homework early but it didn`t work.Anyways,I`m holding another hostage.
Last of all,I decided to watch a music video So Cool from SISTAR when my dad came home.I was like,'Oh it`s Dad.As always'.My little sisters were kind of hyper for no reason but then I heard screaming,'Hey Sis,it`s a cake~!'That`s when I rushed to the living room to see a big cake box waiting for me to open it.I opened it slowly and gently.Then,I saw,A STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE~!!!!Kyaaaaaaaaa~!!!!!!!I love strawberries.I love the sour sweet taste of strawberries.I was so happy but I tried to hide.It`s all for my ego.Haha..It was yummy and I think that was the best birthday cake ever.Thanks Dad.Saranghae~!!!
So how was it??If there are things I have to improve.Just leave a comment.
Actually,I`ve already set an alarm to wake myself up at 7.00 am.I`ve even set my favourite Beast song to make my day even better.Unfortunately,I had a dream about myself being the 'Crocodile Hunter'.I heard the alarm but I ignored it to continue my dreams.At last,I woke up at 10.00 am.That`s 3 hours difference you know and I
regretted it.
The whole family wished me happy birthday and I was very happy that moment.At least,some people remembered,right?I didn`t know what to do for the whole day because I had no plans on going anywhere so all I did was watching TV and sleeping.I didn`t watch anything special though,just plain old Pirates of the Carribean and Cloudy with A Chance of Meatballs.I had an interesting dream though but I can`t tell you what it`s about because it`s a secret between me and my brain.Oh,weird.
When I woke up,I washed my face and opened my laptop to see who wished me Happy Birthday on Facebook.The sad thing is,some of my friends wished me but the most important people of my life didn`t.I don`t know why.They were last night just 2 hours before 12.Oh well,I`ll pretend I didn`t care.After all,they all may be busy with their lives,right?So I gave myself a birthday gift and that was letting myself read the fanfic that I`ve always wanted to read.I just held it hostage so that I`ll finish my homework early but it didn`t work.Anyways,I`m holding another hostage.
Last of all,I decided to watch a music video So Cool from SISTAR when my dad came home.I was like,'Oh it`s Dad.As always'.My little sisters were kind of hyper for no reason but then I heard screaming,'Hey Sis,it`s a cake~!'That`s when I rushed to the living room to see a big cake box waiting for me to open it.I opened it slowly and gently.Then,I saw,A STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE~!!!!Kyaaaaaaaaa~!!!!!!!I love strawberries.I love the sour sweet taste of strawberries.I was so happy but I tried to hide.It`s all for my ego.Haha..It was yummy and I think that was the best birthday cake ever.Thanks Dad.Saranghae~!!!
So how was it??If there are things I have to improve.Just leave a comment.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Annyeonghaseyo~!
Hi all.
This is actually my second blog.Something went wrong with the old blog and there was nothing I could do to save it.It was kind of hard to let it go but to me goodbyes are a part of life so I had go through it even if I don`t want to.
Let me get you all to my point.I want to start a new life.I want to be someone who is loved by the people around me.I want my life to be cheerful and fun and everything nice.I`d hate it if my life is filled with hatred,envy and everything bad.I just want to smile you know.I don`t want anything to stop everyone from seeing my smile til the last of me.Maybe being positive isn`t as easy as it looks but I`ll try my best to be myself and actually enjoy it.I`ll stop living with others` personalities and actually be loved by the people I love.Yes,that`s all I want now.
On my way in turning into a new leaf,I`m going to face lots and lots of bumps but I promise you all I`ll be okay.Oh,I`m also planning in making my blog famous.Hehe..just a little dream for an ordinary girl.I`d like it if this blog is known and paparazzi is chasing me all the time.I might actually get to my ideal weight.This is it for now.Annyeong~!
Let me get you all to my point.I want to start a new life.I want to be someone who is loved by the people around me.I want my life to be cheerful and fun and everything nice.I`d hate it if my life is filled with hatred,envy and everything bad.I just want to smile you know.I don`t want anything to stop everyone from seeing my smile til the last of me.Maybe being positive isn`t as easy as it looks but I`ll try my best to be myself and actually enjoy it.I`ll stop living with others` personalities and actually be loved by the people I love.Yes,that`s all I want now.
On my way in turning into a new leaf,I`m going to face lots and lots of bumps but I promise you all I`ll be okay.Oh,I`m also planning in making my blog famous.Hehe..just a little dream for an ordinary girl.I`d like it if this blog is known and paparazzi is chasing me all the time.I might actually get to my ideal weight.This is it for now.Annyeong~!
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